For years I'm in the same fucking state. There are maybe 2 or 3 games per year which make me wet my pants. The rest (including D:OS2) are simply fillers I play while trying to satisfy my gaming needs or while I wait for other games.
To be honest I'm bored out of my fucking mind. I did not play or installed half the games I've bought and ... I don't know. I contemplated leaving gaming forever but I cannot do it cause I still find 1 or 2 good moments even in shit games.
Thank God for Underrail. It really saved my holiday ... but then I know that it cannot last forever. So, what options are on the table: take a break, change the genre or play your old favorites. Good luck.